caretaker

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The other day I was chatting it up with my father God. I asked him what was his next project for me. I have learned that if you are not prepared for following through with what task God has planned for you do not offer your services. The task he has for me is one of the most painful I have ever been assigned.

Now if you are not a person that communicates with God then this will sound like I hear voices. Let me explain how this works for me. I do not hear a voice from God. When I speak with him and am given instructions it is just a definite knowing of what he wants from me. If I am in doubt then I will ask for a confirmation from him and he folllows up with signs for clarification. If you are one of Gods children then you get this whole concept. If you are not one of his children I will not spend time in confrontational conversation with you. I will just agree to disagree. Having communication with God does not make me pious or eccentric it just makes me Gods child. Onward to the heart of my story.

I have been instructed a total of three time from God on what my task was. All times it has been to care for a person. First was my mother, second was my stepfather and now God has instructed me to take care of my husband. It sucks for my husband because I am not the nurse type. I am now taking blood sugars, giving insulin shots, preparing meals, helping with hygiene, keeping track of bodily functions and making sure medication is given properly. I am tired and have not had a hair cut in over two months. I am up at 4 in the morning trying to get myself ready for tomorrow. My husband is depressed and it takes much encouragement on my part to get him out of bed every day. I am not complaining. I am thrilled to have Chuck alive and physically mobile.

I know that God blesses me daily and he has control over my life. I am protected from all evil by his army of angels. As for me and my house we will serve the Lord.

Oh my, he has the heater on 90 degrees.

Published by Dinky

Hello, my name is Dinky. This is a name given to me in my first marriage. It is my grandma name. A few other selected individuals address me as such. I am a onetime divorced, one-time widowed single woman trying to discover the real me. I will take you on my journey. Read if you are interested. I feel that I am a hard knock educated person. I have been a working mother, a stay-at-home wife, a Christian, a caretaker, and a retired woman. I am always seeking wisdom on how to improve as a person and hopefully I can share as I learn more. I have many interests. I enjoy cooking because I enjoy eating. I am not a great cook but am eager to try new recipes. I will share these with you. I have a degree in business management and a certification in food science. I have worked man years in the food manufacturing industry. I also have a small farm. I have some cows, a donkey, some wild horses a bull and two dogs. I would like to explore more homesteading techniques and become self-sustained. Maybe we can learn together. I encourage your input and ideas. I have spent many years learning how to make quilts. This is another hobby I would like to get back into. I am always up to learn new crafts and explore new projects. I am really big on goal setting and finding ways to make my life simpler. I will take you through some of my ideas on that progress. Lastly, but biggest on my list is that I am a Christian in continual growth mode. I will never be all that I should, and I will never judge people in regard to their own journey. I am always open for discussion on this topic. If you find my talks interesting, feel free to follow me. If I say or write anything offensive feel free to call me out. I am up for improvement and self-growth. Welcome to learning about me and helping me in my self-discovery.

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